Final weeks

Blurb my brain:
I was talking to a friend about my wedding woes and she told me I needed a drink. I told her it would have to wait until the next Friday I have that isn't followed with a busy Saturday.

Then I promptly realized that isn't going to happen until after the wedding, as the following is taking place:
Next weekend, work.
Following weekend, maybe a small opportunity for alcoholic consumption
Following weekend: photoshoot
Following weekend: Easter.
Following weekend: wedding.

I don't like stressing out over things, Internet. I had anxiety disorder. It isn't fun. And while it isn't fun, the doctor taught me how to timeline everything so I take a step back and realize that the scariest of things aren't scary when you do this. I know that big tasks take a lot of time and effort but I have developed the ability to not freak out.

I still freak about money. :/ I think that's something that is inevitable though.

Like stress before a wedding.

But I have to say, that even if we didn't elope, Fiancé and I are handling the wedding stress quite well. I have only had one major freak out, and we've only had 3 fights about the wedding. Lol. Granted this last fight was pretty severe, at least in my opinion. But I went to bed no longer angry.

If I could go back and do it all over again, my wedding would be done slightly different. But I can say one thing would not change: I am very excited to be marrying Fiancé. At this point I wish it were over with, but only because I am so filled with excitement to get my next chapter started.