Self

You know, sometimes you just want to be left alone but you know you shouldn't be. Your mind is too active, too dark, too angry.

Your plans didn't work out, your goals were not met. You did things you swore you'd never do. Some of them were the best decisions of your life. But even the best decisions can change who you are and what you thought you wanted to be.

Looking back, I wouldn't make any choices differently, except maybe quit my job and move to Japan to be with my husband sooner.

Maybe I wouldn't have wasted so much damn time with computers.

Now I am $40k in debt and no idea who I wanna be when I grow up.