Blurb My Brain:
So today is my last day before I start work. I think my attitude has improved slightly since getting the job a week ago. After all, Money is Money. And I swear, transferring money from my savings account to my checking account all the time gets old. I will say, it will be nice to have some cash again, and to see my account increasing again. If I don't make enough, I can always go back to working two jobs and going to school full time. That seemed to work in my favor last time.
By the way, Readers, I have to make an interesting observation. In the last 25 hours, I have added three people to my personal facebook. These three people I NEVER thought would re-enter my life. The first is *James Haddock and the second is *Josh Birmingham. Now, Josh was a friend of mine in high school, and he helped me through a very difficult, very angst-y breakup. I had been dumped by my first real boyfriend, and although NOW I realize he was a punk, and treated me like shit, I had been convinced that at 17 I would marry him. *GAG* Well, Josh happened to be one of *Alex's friends and he and I originally got along well. After the Breakup, he was trying to help me, but in a non creepy way where he would violate the man code or whatever. So he gave me a book, called "Like the Red Panda" by Amanda Seigel. The similarities between Stella and that version of me were UNCANNY. She was super smart, wore plaid skirts, hated her high school, was accepted to an ivy league school, and she was depressed and wanted to kill herself. Ok, so I wasn't TOO suicidal. But pretty much everything else applied to me. So needless to say, this book helped.
Shit, I'm off topic. Anyway, back to Josh. He gave me this book and it changed my life. Well, again, after I left for Germany, I cleaned out my fb, and Josh was one of the people who didn't make the cut. (I also partially didn't let him through because I would use him to look back at Alex. *rolls eyes* I am so pathetic). Well, today Josh added me again, and he told me he was glad my reading choices have not deteriorated over time. :)
And James? Well, get your lazy but to the link at the top for the background. But since I mentioned him in my blog, I wanted to inform him. I feel it is wrong to talk about people and not have them know. It's like talking about them behind their back. If their back was large enough to encompass millions (HA! more like 40) of people. So I went to his facebook, and was going to send him a message, but he had that option disabled. So I friended him, (told you I was serious) and then informed him there. But he was very happy to talk to me as well. It was kind of an awesome feeling.
So today is my last day before I start work. I think my attitude has improved slightly since getting the job a week ago. After all, Money is Money. And I swear, transferring money from my savings account to my checking account all the time gets old. I will say, it will be nice to have some cash again, and to see my account increasing again. If I don't make enough, I can always go back to working two jobs and going to school full time. That seemed to work in my favor last time.
By the way, Readers, I have to make an interesting observation. In the last 25 hours, I have added three people to my personal facebook. These three people I NEVER thought would re-enter my life. The first is *James Haddock and the second is *Josh Birmingham. Now, Josh was a friend of mine in high school, and he helped me through a very difficult, very angst-y breakup. I had been dumped by my first real boyfriend, and although NOW I realize he was a punk, and treated me like shit, I had been convinced that at 17 I would marry him. *GAG* Well, Josh happened to be one of *Alex's friends and he and I originally got along well. After the Breakup, he was trying to help me, but in a non creepy way where he would violate the man code or whatever. So he gave me a book, called "Like the Red Panda" by Amanda Seigel. The similarities between Stella and that version of me were UNCANNY. She was super smart, wore plaid skirts, hated her high school, was accepted to an ivy league school, and she was depressed and wanted to kill herself. Ok, so I wasn't TOO suicidal. But pretty much everything else applied to me. So needless to say, this book helped.
Shit, I'm off topic. Anyway, back to Josh. He gave me this book and it changed my life. Well, again, after I left for Germany, I cleaned out my fb, and Josh was one of the people who didn't make the cut. (I also partially didn't let him through because I would use him to look back at Alex. *rolls eyes* I am so pathetic). Well, today Josh added me again, and he told me he was glad my reading choices have not deteriorated over time. :)
And James? Well, get your lazy but to the link at the top for the background. But since I mentioned him in my blog, I wanted to inform him. I feel it is wrong to talk about people and not have them know. It's like talking about them behind their back. If their back was large enough to encompass millions (HA! more like 40) of people. So I went to his facebook, and was going to send him a message, but he had that option disabled. So I friended him, (told you I was serious) and then informed him there. But he was very happy to talk to me as well. It was kind of an awesome feeling.
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