Anti-talents

Blurb my brain:
So, we all have our talents. Some people are good at baseball. Others at art. Others at writing. Then there is me.

I have anti-talents. Things I am just awful at. I am very anti-talented. I mean, I am terrible at singing, terrible at drawing anything more than hearts., terrible at keeping my mouth shut, and worst of all, my biggest anti-talent is is secret keeping.

Your secrets are safe with me. Except when the secrets are mine. Then I am blabbing to everyone. I am terrible.

I say this because I am COMPLETELY unable to keep a surprise a surprise. I just get so excited about the concept of the surprise that I either give it to the person WAY early, or I tell them what it is. I did that last night while talking to Fiancé. I told him what my super secret surprise was for him. He kept smiling and not in a "you're pathetic and I can't believe I love you" kind of way either. So I hope he is as excited to receive as I am to give. That sounds dirty. Lol.

But my real worry is that I will spill the beans about the wedding dress. IT'S SO PRETTY AND I FELT SO GORGEOUS BECAUSE OF THE THINGS AND THE OTHER THING AND THE WAY THE THING DOES THE THING TO MY THING!!! That just is ridiculous to try to keep straight.

Thank god I am getting married in 67 days. You can still buy gifts. Lol. There's no way I am posting anything about that. Sorry.