Forget this

I wish time would just fast forward. But I still work and life still continues. I want to be married. I want to finish school. I want to travel again. It's not that I hate my life, as all in all it is pretty good. I have only one area in life that's difficult, and thats money, but I am making it work. It helps to have such an awesome Fiancé. But in this economy I guess I am lucky to have a decent job.

Lately I have been spending a lot of time day dreaming. See my future, in a non-Ms Chloe way. I start by envisioning the look on Fiancé's face when he sees me in my dress. Then I imagine that eternally binding kiss. Then it's slower, stuff like preparing for the move. And becomes more average. I am cooking Husband dinner. We are reheating leftovers. Textbooks sprawled out on our new kitchen table. We visit Temples in Tokyo, sun-roast on the beaches of Australia, drinking wine and cracking Dingo jokes.

The fantasy goes on in my head, eventually seeing my future child(ren) and I see them growing.

And then it hits me, life is so amazing. It may suck at certain points but to think of how far I have come and how far I have yet to go, and have someone to go at this great adventure with me. I just can't begin to describe it to you guys.

So forget this monotonous life I have now. I am ready for time to move on. I am ready for things to change. All I do now is sleep and work and workout. And I am ready for some change.

I am ready to conquer my dreams, with my Fiancé at my side.