Staying positive although the world is negative.

Blurb my Brain:

Seriously. I know being ailutary...whatever...means that your whatever is gone. And you are supposed to have a kid every year. And you are supposed to cheat on your whatever. And while you are at it, you started dating your whatever too soon and you got married too soon and you are supposed to be unhappy.

But I am not. I am perfectly content with crying myself to sleep and counting down the months. I am happy with the thought that I may marry my boyfriend before I turn 22. I am happy with the fact that I can go to bars and have fun and walk home without a man.

So stop telling me to change my mind. Stop telling me that I am wrong.

Sorry your marriage sucks. Sorry he is gone too much for you. Sorry ou feel you didn't get to party enough. But you fucking chose it. You fucking chose to stand on that alter and say yes.

I chose to fight for my man because he fights for me. I chose to stand by him because he stands by me. Him being away sucks ass but we are there for eachother to come home to. Even if we don't have a home.

Shut the fuck up and let me be fucking happy.